I haven't been blogging for very long already. What makes me come back to blogging suddenly? I need somewhere to pen down my thoughts and since i dont really like telling people how i feel. I'm dying from the inside and i feel like i'm gonna explode any minute. I wanna talk about something today. It's a very strong 5 letter word.
It seem like just some ordinary 5 letter word. But it isn't. During the years, having my trust broken times and times and times, over and over and over again. I thought i'd learn from it, so i wont misplace my trust on people and be more cautious. I was wrong, so wrong. I still end up trusting people close to me and i get hurt over and over again. Also i believe alot of you heard this quote: 'No matter how many times this person failed you, you forgive them because you still want them in your life'. Yes, i suppose this is me also. I end up forgiving people that are not worth forgiving because i still want them in my life. I don't wanna lose them. Of course there are also people i completely gave up on and cut them out from my life.
Trust isn't something someone can just miraculously hand over. It takes a lot of time. I just can't understand how some people can just misplace it acts like nothing happen next min wants you to trust them again. Hey, it doesn't work this way. When you break the trust, it's broken. (Like the image above) And you wanna build the trust back, it's gonna take very long and sometimes the trust never comes back. Be it trust in a relationship or friendship, i don't think people should take it lightly.
But still, I've learnt alot of lesson from it. I just hope I'll be stronger and not be so naive anymore.